Chapter 795: Still Can't Figure It Out
as Qiao Shunchen. 。"Song Xinzhe's mocking tone grew heavier and heavier, Tang Dani couldn't help but remind Song Xinzhe under the table, not wanting him to speak more. " 。“We’re all here, you can se...Qin Jingwen was truly afraid of Qiao Shunchen's guarantees, being disappointed time and time again.
She was going to be tortured to death by these empty promises, she dared not believe anymore. 。"Go ahead and eat, the noodles will get cold if you don't." 。I can eat with a fork. 。"Come on, eat. The child must be waiting anxiously." 。" Come on, " Qin Jingwen urged, reaching out to push back Qiao Shunchen's hand that was still holding the noodles. 。She said she didn't mind and wasn't angry, but she felt strangely uncomfortable inside. 。What she hated most was this version of herself, making her feel helpless and leaving others confused. 。But this kind of emotion she could only control when she was with Qiao Shunchen. She wouldn't feel this kind of heartache with anyone else. 。The way Chu Yang treated her, she was indeed angry and heartbroken. 。But after a while, it didn't feel like much. 。But whenever Qiao Shunchen thought about this person, Qiao Shunchen, and the things that happened when they were together, his heart would clench, and he felt like he had been deeply wronged. Qin Jingwen was having her lunch, while Chu Yang's lunch arrived a step late 。Accompanied Xue Yao to the hospital for a check-up. After that, it was past lunchtime. 。Since Xue Yao is still suffering from severe morning sickness, she can only eat some light 。So Chu Yang took her to eat Chinese food, ordering some vegetables and congee. 。"Xue Yao, you should eat more. Your stomach is empty. Eat more so you have the energy." 。"Chu Yang spoke while helping Xue Yao serve herself dishes. " 。Although Xue Yao still hadn't forgiven him, she had been nicer to him these days than before. 。She no longer avoided him, nor did she look at him when he was angry. She didn't refuse his appearance before her, and she dared not let him leave. 。Chu Yang felt everything was developing in a positive direction. 。“I myself 夾。Chu Yang brought over the dishes, but Xue Yao couldn't finish them. She felt a little embarrassed by his meticulous care, but also looked forward to it. 。"Chu Yang, this child... I'm still considering." 。If I finally decide not to be with him, don't blame me, I have my reasons. 。" Xue Yao was afraid that Chu Yang had too much hope for this child, and she had to remind him to be mentally prepared at any time. 。After all, she hasn't made a final decision about the child's future. 。"I... I don't blame you" 。But I hope you keep this child. 。Even if you don't love me, even if you hate me, this child is innocent. 。If you feel he will affect your life when he is born, you can give him to me, and I will definitely be able to raise him. 。"Most importantly, getting rid of this child now will have a huge impact on your body." 。 。Chu Yang couldn't object, after all Xue Yao had the final say. 。But he was truly reluctant to part with this child. 。Once this child is dealt with by Xue Yao, it will be enough to prove that Xue Yao has given up on him and no longer loves him. 。This means that their children are gone, and so is their love, their future. 。"I'm not the same as you want, even if this child stays, I want to raise him myself." 。"And..."
"You mean to say that raising a child as a single parent is the only option"
"Am I that annoying to you"Chu Yang truly didn't know what else he could say, or do, to change Xue Yao's mind. 。Everything looks good, but it's just not perfect. 。"You're not repulsive, you're the perfect man in many women's hearts. " 。Chu Yang, the problem is with me. 。Xue Yao felt like she was going crazy. She told herself not to dwell on the past, but she just couldn't help it. 。I always feel that Chu Yang's feelings are not real, and I'm always afraid he's deceiving me. 。“It’s not your fault, it’s mine.” 。It's all my fault, I shouldn't have lied to you. 。I'm not worthy of your love, and I certainly don't deserve to be a father. 。" Xue Yao, as for the child, you can do whatever you want, I respect your opinion. " 。Chu Yang suddenly became despondent, but he still felt that no matter where the child was, as long as they stayed, there would be hope. 。Xue Yao looked at Chu Yang's sudden change of emotion, and her heart immediately tensed up. 。It broke my heart to see him like that, but I didn't want to say anything that might hurt him further. 。What should she do It's hard to accept either choice, how can she make everything calm down and not hurt the man in front of her 。After Qin Jingwen finished buying school supplies with her child, she was taken back to the outskirts of the city by Qiao Shunchen. 。It wasn't until they reached the outskirts of the city that Qiao Yu and Jiang Kai were seen. It seemed like this was a family gathering day for them. 。But the more days like this passed, the more Qin Jingwen felt like an outsider, a misfit. 。In the courtyard, Qin Jing, Wen Qiao, Shun Chen, Jiang Kai, and Qiao Yu sat together in a pavilion chatting. 。Qin Jingwen not only felt like an outsider, but she also felt very embarrassed. 。In what capacity would it be most appropriate for her to sit here and chat with his family 。"Sister Qiao Yu, I see your complexion is much better. Are you still having nausea now" Qin Jingwen asked with concern. She could only make more conversation so as not to embarrass herself. 。Still vomiting, but it's much better than before. 。I'd prefer something that isn't greasy or spicy. 。Still keeping it light, I wonder if I can eat myself into a herbivore. 。"
Joe replied jokingly to Qin Jingwen, although he wasn't feeling well, he was in good spirits
" 。After all, a new life is about to come into her life. 。"If you hold on for a few more days, you'll be able to eat after this period." 。" Qin Jingwen is a person who has been there, done that. Although people's reactions are not exactly the same, they are not too different. " 。That is to say, every woman has to endure and tolerate these things. 。"Well, this is something that has to be persisted in." 。" By the way, Wenwen, how long will you be on this business trip" Qiao Yu took the opportunity to ask Qin Jingwen about her approximate return time. That way, he could assess Grandpa's worries better. 。"Well... the original plan was one month, but now a month isn't enough, it seems like we'll need to add another month. " 。" Qin Jingwen felt that it was wrong to lie, but she couldn't expose her job. " 。"Work hasn't been going well, has it Why did you add another month" Qiao Yu continued to ask. If the time was extended, then grandpa's worry would come true. 。Some things haven't been handled well and need more time. 。Now that I have my uncle to take care of the children, I feel very reassured. 。No matter how long I stay outside, I don't worry. 。I fly back home to see the kids on weekends, anyway I only see them once a week at home. 。" I think the children have gotten used to it. Even when I'm not around, they seem pretty happy. " 。Qin Jingwen's words were somewhat deliberate. She wasn't speaking to Qiao Yu, but to Qiao Shunchen. 。Tell Joe Shun-chen that she is now free, unburdened by children, and won't change anything because of him. 。"That's different, the child is better off with their mother." 。They may not say it out loud, but deep down they still want to be with you. 。This period of time is quite a difficult one. It's safer for the child to stay here for now. Once this period passes, you can take them back and continue educating them. 。Children are often spoiled in front of their grandparents. 。Jo Yu also had her own thoughts on this matter. She was worried that if Qin Jingwen gave up the child, then Qiao Shunchen would really have no chance at all. 。Let's talk about it later, for now this is how it is. 。As soon as Qin Jingwen's voice fell, Zhou Shu came over to call Qiao Yu. 。" Qiao Yu, your dad can't find his things, he asked you where you put them" "What things are they Let me take a look." 。 Qiao Yu didn't know what it was, she got up and followed Zhou Shn into the house. 。It was also at this time that Qiao Shunchen was called away by the two children who were playing. 。Only Qin Jing and Jiang Kai remained in the pavilion. 。Seizing this opportunity, Jiang Kai hurriedly asked a question. 。"Wenwen, have you talked to Shunchen" Qin Jingwen glanced in the direction of Qiao Shunchen before answering Jiang Kai's words. 。We talked for a while at noon, but it didn't have much effect. 。Qin Jingwen said what was true, she felt that Qiao Shunchen hadn't changed at all. 。"No, I think he should be able to hear what you're saying. " 。When you guys talked about this, did he get angry" Jiang Kai wasn't in a hurry, things were just getting started, any reaction Qiao Shunchen had was normal. 。"There was no anger, he just asked me if everyone understood, who would his mother understand. " 。Brother-in-law, he's very stubborn about this matter. I don't think I can handle the task. 。Qin Jingwen wanted to retreat, she felt that the one who tied the bell had to untie it, and she didn't have that ability. 。"Don't give up, the best performance of Shunchen is not to get angry." 。He can listen to you and ask questions, which is already a change. 。" Wen Wen, I didn't see your Shunchen before. 。No matter who mentioned this to him, he would lash out like crazy. 。But now his attitude is much better, that's the change. 。Don't give up, find an opportunity to talk to him again. I believe he will understand. 。"Jiang Kai and Qin Jingwen saw different things, understood differently. " 。Jiang Kai used to see the worst of Qiao Shunchen, but now he sees a changed Qiao Shunchen. 。And Qin Jingwen saw the current Qiao Shunchen. She accompanied Qiao Shunchen through this process of change, so she might not feel anything. 。Even if there are changes, it may not necessarily be due to my efforts. Perhaps I've simply grown older and more mature, and he now understands certain things better. 。Brother-in-law, I really don't have confidence in this task, and I don't want to be in frequent contact with him. 。"We broke up, we broke up. I don't want people talking about our relationship anymore." 。One conversation was enough to make Qin Jingwen lose her confidence. It wasn't that she didn't care, but Qiao Shunchen couldn't control his emotions whenever he was in front of her. 。She didn't even know what she was doing or saying. 。She doesn't even seem like herself anymore, she acts like an idiot. 。"Wenwen, from the start I told you, we did this for Dad." 。Don't mind what others say, stick to your original intention. 。"I know your relationship with Shunchen was a bit awkward at first, but that awkwardness gradually overcame." 。If you have no feelings for each other, you will naturally get used to it. 。"Jiang Kai has always been persistent. He believes Qin Jingwen is the only one who can change Qiao Shunchen." 。"You also saw Dad's emotions, don't you think he's the same as before Can you bear to see him so depressed When elderly people are unhappy, all sorts of illnesses will come knocking. " 。Warmwarm, consider this your brother-in-law begging you... 。 。In order to stabilize Qin Jingwen's attitude, Jiang Kai had to use all kinds of methods. 。He knew Qin Jingwen was kind and would definitely not just stand by. 。"Brother-in-law, you've really put me in a difficult position... Alright, I'll find a chance to talk to him." 。Qin Jingwen was embarrassed to refuse Jiang Kai, and she also couldn't bear to see Uncle Qiao in low spirits. 。However, the consequences of softening her heart are hers to bear, which means she must continue to face Qiao Shunchen. 。ngwen knew about Qiao Shunchen's treatments these times, Kou Dan felt it was okay to say them out loud. 。Because Qin Jingwen was too intelligent, she could think of anything. 。"I don't have to worry a...